Dee asked me to blog because he did not have any current insight into my life. Its funny that he stalks me on blogsville. I should refer him back to his blog that has not been updated in a while.
Lately, I have been feeling very sad. Dee says I have mild depression. I say no to that. But then again, when i think about it, I do have serious mood swings. I lack patience for anything these days and cry when things arent where i feel they should be.
July 3rd and 4th were good days for me. Dee and I spoke about my "mild depression" (his diagnosis), and we decided that i have to think better of myself. The causes of my mood swings and depression stem from not feeling adequate enough. For a while, Dee became my counselor. Now, thats weird!
I am always the one focused and with a plan. Switch, and he's the one with a plan. He is very confident about it and is working towards it while I am busy fiddling with my fingers, no longer possessing my surety of a future and a goal.
Its the 6th, and I am back on track.
At least with my career goal. Relationship decision??? Story for another day.
With Love Always,
Toluwa
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